so, I quit sugar
today feels like the real beginning of something I’ve been trying to do for years: quitting sugar. completely. and it’s already the second day of this journey. the funny thing is, it’s not
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today feels like the real beginning of something I’ve been trying to do for years: quitting sugar. completely. and it’s already the second day of this journey. the funny thing is, it’s not
today is one of those strange emotional days. nothing dramatic, but something inside me shifted. I overslept, missed my #sunday classes, and suddenly everything felt heavier than it should. I can feel that I sacrificed a
i’ve bought a yearly access to a dance masterclass. and honestly, the first thought wasn’t excitement – it was “will I actually use this?” this one fits my life right now. I #dance every day.
so ok, I did something with this whole november-mood. I took that messy, drifting feeling – the one that’s been chewing on me for days – and I threw it into my therapist-chat profile on
lately I feel like I’m drifting again. not completely lost, but definitely not where I want to be. that weird in-between space where I keep moving, going to dance classes, checking things off… but
so, tonight was different. it’s thursday – my only #evening this week without any dance class. no jazz, no gym, no training. just me. and that’s usually the #danger zone. because you know how it
#apple #music, when I play something called “my station”, keeps giving me sad songs. well, mostly. spotify didn’t do that. and i wonder – does apple music think i’m a sad person? need sad songs?
so I’ve just finished another jazz class – first one with a new choreography. and I have to say one thing. ech… it’s jazz. no, no, no — it’s fucking jazz! I’m still failing