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I’ve started new #dance classes. A new place, a completely new space, a new teacher. Everything is new. New movements, a lot of #improvisation. And it’s hard. Really hard. Most of the time I don’t fe…
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I went to #avatar 3 yesterday with my #daughters. three hours flew by. visuals, sound, scale, #emotions – everything just worked. pure immersion. no boredom, no checking the time. it was #fun. genuin…
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i’m sitting in my favourite #cafe again. well, “favourite” because of what happened a few minutes ago. I was ordering my #coffee, there were three baristas, three young girls. I can’t say I know any o…
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yesterday was a really good evening with @anna-czyzewska . feels worth writing down. I’m a bit surprised – in a good way – by how this relation is growing.…
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today is one of those strange emotional days. nothing dramatic, but something inside me shifted. I overslept, missed my #sunday classes, and suddenly everything felt heavier than it should. I can feel…
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so I’ve been thinking about this whole “I’m #weird” thing. I said it a few times lately, talking about my #lifestyle, the way I live, the choices I make. it’s always been the easy shortcut – just call…
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my #life in this little house, with all these tiny #rituals holding me together. it hits me especially on days like this, when I move through everything in sync with my #emotions… not fighting them, n…
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another one of my #plants is dying, and it hits me harder than I want to admit. I know it’s “just a plant”, but for me it never feels like that. they’re my little family. my quiet #pets. I’m attached…
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fuck. one of my favourite coffee places closed for good. another one. I kinda saw it coming – it was always half-empty, which is exactly why I loved it. quiet, calm, a place to hide for a moment. and…
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lately I feel like I’m drifting again. not completely lost, but definitely not where I want to be. that weird in-between space where I keep moving, going to dance classes, checking things off… but som…
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well…. my ex-wife asked the Church to erase our marriage. wow. I said no. not because I’m angry or want to make anything harder, but because I can’t agree to delete a part of my life that was real. o…
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I have Tourette’s. a pretty mild case. I’m fine with it – I can control it, or rather blend it into my daily life, my movements. it’s all good, I don’t feel bad about it. people usually don’t even not…